November 21, 2015 by unclespike218
Good question to start this experiment with.
I got a clear acrylic box for Christmas last year – a gift to myself. In it were hundreds of questions to provoke fun conversation…or so I thought. I had intended to get the good set – the fun set. Instead, the box I got was more therapy-centered, with introspective questions certain to quell any fun party quicker than cyanide in the wine decanter. I meant to throw it out, but had always thought…hey…this might be something good for ye olde blogge. So…why not? This could be good. Besides, it’s evident that no one has followed me from LOTMA, so I’ll feel free to spill my psychotic and sociopathic guts all over.
I hide ’em. I’ve had plenty of experience that my contributions to conversation are boring and undesired, and that I tend to go on and on and on, as an Aspie (yes, I’ve decided, sans actual diagnosis by a qualified health care professional, that I am on the spectrum) is wont to do. But unlike a typical Aspie, I am tuned in to how people react, and I’ve noticed enough sour milk responses that I now hold back.
Lately, especially on Faceplace, it’s gotten awfully tempting to let fly with some shocking, surly, extremely off-color comments that reflect how fucked-up I feel.
Okay…more later. Home chores and preparation for a brunch calls.